Thinking Instead of Doing

It's been a looooong, loooong time comin' but I know oh uh oooooh

Change gonna cu-uuum

I sing this song to myself quite often when I feel down. That song permeates to my marrow. The notes slowly transform the pain prickles in my shoulders to a soothing pulsation.

I am struggling with the same doubts and insecurities that have plagued me for several years. But I am over it. I want to be over it. The exhaustion is exhausting.

I know one thing.

I think too much.

So instead of steaming in the funk which is my anxiety I have brainstormed some things I would like to do in the near future.

French and Latin. LEARN IT.

A Classical Education. LEARN IT.

Apply fake eyelashes. LEARN IT.

Crazies for Hello Kitty Convention. FIND ONE.

New York City Public Library. GO THERE.

Sushi. EAT IT MORE OFTEN.

Mass. GO MORE OFTEN.

Karaoke. DO IT. LOUDLY.